Can’t sleep, can’t eat, can’t think.

Always on my mind.

bayareabuttcore:

this FUCKING album

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Courage, Power, Wisdom.

did-you-kno:

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Dude that is super legit.

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I woke up this morning and my back was aching. Sleeping on the couch is getting tiresome. I didn’t set my alarm to stretch when I woke up, because I found out that it’ll really help with feeling healthy because yor body prepares itself for the day more. Maybe I’ll even start going for a morning run. I just gotta remind myself to do these things.
I think I’ll stop smoking before I come into work, cuz my mind races after I do.
Yesterday seemed so radically different than today. But in reality there is nothing different but the day of the week. But today, I’m doing fine. Nothing is bothering me, and I don’t think I have anything to really complain about. No matter what’s going on in my life, at least I’m alive alive and healthy. I am grateful for that everyday day of my life. Even though I have my shitty moments, I am still happy. I may not be as happy as I want to be, but fuck it. I’ve learned that life isn’t fair. I’ve seen people who did things right, Followed the rules, and did things by the book, and those people got fucked over. I can lump myself into that. But you know what? Life isn’t fair. Cold hard fact that I am glad that I finally accepted.
Speaking of acceptance, I’ve also accepted that I am going to die, and that I can die at any time. I’ve also accepted that I could die and it could be nothingness forever. I am fine with that, and in fact, i kind of hope it does end up like that. As long as I don’t have to spend a whole eternity as the person that I am now. I would drive myself insane.
Saying that makes me think about all the people in this world, and about christianity. There are so many people in the world who are just terrible people by nature, and there is nothing they can do about it. They are evil, they are scum. They were born or raised that way and will forever be that way. Are you telling me that those people are doomed to go to hell to be tortured for eternity because they made some mistakes in the less than a century that they are on this earth? What about the kids in Africa born with AIDS who will never hear about Jesus Christ and him dying for our sins and “God” working in mysterious ways and all that bullshit?
I don’t know much about other religions, but I’ll tell you one thing. Christianity is just complete bullshit. The Christian God as you see him does not exist.
I used fear thinking things like that. Like “God” was gonna punish me for saying things like that. But first of all, “God” Is supposed to transcend all human emotions
Second of all, why the fuck would a God give a fuck if a bunch of people on a tiny rock in the middle of a universe (that is still probably expanding) worshiped him? I would think that he would be more proud of his intelligent design (but then again he’s supposed above human emotions).
Fuck religion.

But yeah, theres my rant for the day. Have a good day mothafuckas! :)

Smoke Weed Everyday

I am in so much pain right now

What the eff what else besides weed will fix my back?

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You have my number.

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